Thecityincolour

Long time no see,huh? Wish I could have updated tons more but I don’t have a laptop nor does anyone in my apartment. Things have been so normal it’s a wee bit scary. Too normal for me. Things with my family are fantastic, Im getting closer with old (and new) friends, I quit smoking cigs, turned 21, have the coolest bartending job, caught up on all my bills, still have my apartment, and things are just good. I lost track for a little but Im slowly but surely putting the pieces back together. Im learning how to care again, and learning that not everyone will break my heart,or betray me. I still however haven’t let go of a few things i need to which is hindering my ability to move forward completely. Time heals all wounds, still trying to work o n believing that…..y’know its actually really weird im writing. I havent written in so long and now of all times I decide to . 6:49 Am on a Monday laying on my moms couch . I guess these are the times looked forward to most. The times where writing is spontaneous but heartfelt. I dont know what Im trying to say really,but just know that Im working on a lot of things to better myself. Ive been MIA for a while but ill be back baby, see you on the flip side ;).